Expeditious Freefall

In one’s Trans-sagacity of musing, innocuous facts of the mind can link together becoming valuable conclusions for which one was not even originally seeking… they are however, indeed most treasured miracles of the divine…

“EF” is a paramount moment in one’s Transition; self coined as being a state of “Expeditious Freefall”; a euphoric decompression on the equinox of “Mind”, “Body” and “Spirit” alignment.

Beginning Transition; accepting what we are, seeking help, coming out to Doctors, families, friends and eventually your work are all Phase 1 stages of Transition (Physical or Mental Identity Declarations). For some, this is as far as it goes, for others, continuing with name changes and hormone treatments are phase 2 (Life changing, Body altering events). Beyond these points, come “Surgery”; irreversible and undeniable life changing events (Physical & Mental Alignment).

EF sets in when you have reached the point of “Scheduling” your surgery and waiting for it to transpire. During this period, time SLOWS down in your mind, while the rest of the world revolves at its normal revolution.

There is NOTHING stopping you now: You’ve paid for the surgery; you’ve notified family; you’ve scheduled off with work - you’ve covered every base.

Nothing to do but enjoy the home run walk around the bases… Right?

Funny thing about “Free fall”… have you ever tried it? The thing is, as you fall, momentum builds! Remember Willy Wonka’s psychedelic boat trip? Yeah, kind a like that. Notice as the boat-ride comes to an end at the end of the tunnel they are actually at a dead stop and never REALLY were going as fast as they thought they were – Did you notice all the images on the tunnel were that of each passengers worse fears?

As the date for your procedure gets closer and closer, things may begin to whirlwind around you – faster and FASTER! Each and every task put-upon you may feel almost insurmountable and inundating… additionally, you feel as though the world is speeding up to fool you into thinking YOU have slowed down and that your destiny with your date will never come.

The vacuum of ones mind can be a very lonely place when left idle. You are experiencing EF; A journey of freefall with in the expansions of the mind… a journey within a journey. Signs of this condition can be “Pre-OP” depression; ignoring responsibilities with no regard to consequences; letting go of all that grounds you; abuse of time and others time; day dreaming and short term memory loss.

It is important to continue therapy or sessions with support groups or friends and family during this period of being caught between the Moon and New York City. Exercise your mind with a Puzzle or a distraction of a project. The time WILL pass quickly and as you very well know already, your date WILL arrive, and everything WILL be ok.

-Chloe